Wednesday, July 26, 2006
26th July 2006 - Suffocating...
i've tried...
i know it..
probably u does too.. but just pretended u don't...
i dunno...
i dun want to know for now too..
too much things going on...
im suffocating...
Toast
i've tried...
i know it..
probably u does too.. but just pretended u don't...
i dunno...
i dun want to know for now too..
too much things going on...
im suffocating...
Toast
Friday, July 21, 2006
21st July 2006 - Thinking mood...
well well... ms chrissy nana is in a thinking mood again.. boo boo boo....
many things to think of...
happen to talk to many sensible pple recently too.. well... i cant exactly define 'sensible' but probably just some pple who can thinks better? aiyah whatever...
was msn-ing with junhao sir yest... the conversation first started off with the present work.. and after that to further studies.. well indeed he's so pro in it.. he can tell me so many many things about furthering studies... no doubt i always look up to him as such a respectable senior/mentor in sjab.. 3 cheers to u~..
sun after the fang sheng session... i came to a decision to have some resolutions for myself... to focus more on myself instead of other issues that probably dun even require my attention too... and later in the day i happen to read on the horoscope on the friendster... it said the same thing...'focus more on urself......'.... kinda accurate i think.... and on another occasion.. i was talking to amy on msn... i told her some stuffs... which i think to a certain extend.. i felt it was a selflessly act... and later.. i read on friendster horoscope again.. it claim that i'm a very selfless person on that day~!! cool cool...
my resolution... a couple of it.. not exactly not fulfillable... but for the chrissy at this point of time.. it takes awhile.. really quite awhile... to accomplish what i want for myself... well.. it takes time.. so give me time...
it's about time to really sit down n think thru... what i want... what i deserve.. and how should i go about it... too many priorties in my life now... time to sit down and really think which are the real priorties... and recently keep having this though coming to my mind.. to let go of SJ... what will happen... is it worth it..? i dunno.. seriously i dun have the answer to that.. just feeling that probably i should take a break.. or rather i need a break from it... well.. again.. give me time.. till end of the year.. after dec.. prob i'll take a long long break.... that's if everything goes well...
spoke to alicia days back... think after so long.. it's the first 'intensive heart-to-heart talk'? i think so lar.. talk on a couple more serioues note issue... well.. then i asked her...'alicia alicia... do u think nana has change?'... her answer was 'yes...more matured..know how to think reasonably..but still tends to keep things to ownself... (and let's include the last part being irrational)'... well.. nice to hear her answer n explaination.. at least it's not something unpleasant that's from her.. last thing i want from my dear friends... but well..i always feel tat i can think reasonably... and im glad that i've change for the better too... boo boos!
think chrissy really is much more of a thinker now.. not as crazy as what i'm in the past... and in the process of growing up, it doesn't allow me to do so either.. instead i've to be more uderstanding and sensitive towards the surrounding pples, beings, things, etc...probably times is really different.. now working life dun allow me to be as crazy as im in the past.. meet up/gathering times with friends is way too too too little... boo boo.... i wonder how are all my friend doing...good? bad? but somehow life now is good... coz chrissy is learning to appreciate... appreciating pple around her more... coz chrissy seems to be missing many of the old time friends too... people who were important to her at different point of time of her life... appreciating the importance of these pple and how life would have be so different without them.. appreciating what they have done for her.. appreciating them for being there for her... i appreaciate becoz i care.. and i miss becoz i care too..
yienshan... what exactly happen? no quarrels.. nor argument.. no disagreement... nothing.. just what exactly happen... the friendship seems to be drifting apart.. further n further... probably we're just very busy with our own stuffs now... but well... you're just in and out of my life... never have to think about how you're doing... coz i know you'll always lead a very interesting life...
marx... a very special friend... even after so long.. though we hardly contact... for an instant though.. i almost thought that we're living in different part of the world in the last few years... the thought of you brings back alot of memories... the times when we indulges in smses and teleconversations... you talking to me with ur very 'ah pek tone n thinking...' ...how have you been recently? what have you been doing? is everything good? it seems like you're not doing too well this few days? i dunno.. i think so... would really want to know more about the recent you... probably you're just too busy.. and im just trying too hard... and yeap.. i still waiting for ur chance to catch up with me... but well... at least you were once dearly to me... and now you still do...
prissy... u're like so near yet so far.... but still i remember all the yeo's ice-lemon tea.. chicken noodle.. and ur fav 'international ah gua'colour, etc...
ysl.. you've changed too after the recent issue.. probably you're just another man that i knew of to keep everything to yourself...
these are just the few more distinctive pple i cant rmb for now... sometime i just hope that i can do more with what i'm doing now... 24hrs is too little.. chrissy is too lazy.... chrissy is too busy... chrissy has got too many things to look into... life life life... aaris jie ask me yesterday.. what exactly do we want in life for giving so much in our work, life, etc? i dun have the answer to it.. standard model answer would have be 'for a better life'... but this is so not true.. coz the more we persist.. the more worries you have...
went for a dharma teaching talk last night... 1 of the ques asked was what exacly is emptiness? is it present or is it not? i personally thinks that emptiness is a mental state cause by physical form... it can be there.. it may not too.. it depends... well.. will think of this ques again... den i'll come up with a better answer... oh ya.. i mentioned that i wanna be a holy shit rite? it's actually just one of my resolution lar.. i want to indulge myself more into my religion... to calm and settle down my mind... i need the teachings from there... till then den can chrissy fulfill another resolution of her... to be a better girl/person....
Random Quote:
"I shall bear in mind to be grateful for the acts of love and consideration shown to me no matter how small they appear to me.
For those I love and those who love me, may this life be a blessing and a source of happiness to all beings.
- Ven. K Sri Dhammananda"
okok.. shall stop here.. this entry is getting too long too boring....
*Thinking* Toast
well well... ms chrissy nana is in a thinking mood again.. boo boo boo....
many things to think of...
happen to talk to many sensible pple recently too.. well... i cant exactly define 'sensible' but probably just some pple who can thinks better? aiyah whatever...
was msn-ing with junhao sir yest... the conversation first started off with the present work.. and after that to further studies.. well indeed he's so pro in it.. he can tell me so many many things about furthering studies... no doubt i always look up to him as such a respectable senior/mentor in sjab.. 3 cheers to u~..
sun after the fang sheng session... i came to a decision to have some resolutions for myself... to focus more on myself instead of other issues that probably dun even require my attention too... and later in the day i happen to read on the horoscope on the friendster... it said the same thing...'focus more on urself......'.... kinda accurate i think.... and on another occasion.. i was talking to amy on msn... i told her some stuffs... which i think to a certain extend.. i felt it was a selflessly act... and later.. i read on friendster horoscope again.. it claim that i'm a very selfless person on that day~!! cool cool...
my resolution... a couple of it.. not exactly not fulfillable... but for the chrissy at this point of time.. it takes awhile.. really quite awhile... to accomplish what i want for myself... well.. it takes time.. so give me time...
it's about time to really sit down n think thru... what i want... what i deserve.. and how should i go about it... too many priorties in my life now... time to sit down and really think which are the real priorties... and recently keep having this though coming to my mind.. to let go of SJ... what will happen... is it worth it..? i dunno.. seriously i dun have the answer to that.. just feeling that probably i should take a break.. or rather i need a break from it... well.. again.. give me time.. till end of the year.. after dec.. prob i'll take a long long break.... that's if everything goes well...
spoke to alicia days back... think after so long.. it's the first 'intensive heart-to-heart talk'? i think so lar.. talk on a couple more serioues note issue... well.. then i asked her...'alicia alicia... do u think nana has change?'... her answer was 'yes...more matured..know how to think reasonably..but still tends to keep things to ownself... (and let's include the last part being irrational)'... well.. nice to hear her answer n explaination.. at least it's not something unpleasant that's from her.. last thing i want from my dear friends... but well..i always feel tat i can think reasonably... and im glad that i've change for the better too... boo boos!
think chrissy really is much more of a thinker now.. not as crazy as what i'm in the past... and in the process of growing up, it doesn't allow me to do so either.. instead i've to be more uderstanding and sensitive towards the surrounding pples, beings, things, etc...probably times is really different.. now working life dun allow me to be as crazy as im in the past.. meet up/gathering times with friends is way too too too little... boo boo.... i wonder how are all my friend doing...good? bad? but somehow life now is good... coz chrissy is learning to appreciate... appreciating pple around her more... coz chrissy seems to be missing many of the old time friends too... people who were important to her at different point of time of her life... appreciating the importance of these pple and how life would have be so different without them.. appreciating what they have done for her.. appreciating them for being there for her... i appreaciate becoz i care.. and i miss becoz i care too..
yienshan... what exactly happen? no quarrels.. nor argument.. no disagreement... nothing.. just what exactly happen... the friendship seems to be drifting apart.. further n further... probably we're just very busy with our own stuffs now... but well... you're just in and out of my life... never have to think about how you're doing... coz i know you'll always lead a very interesting life...
marx... a very special friend... even after so long.. though we hardly contact... for an instant though.. i almost thought that we're living in different part of the world in the last few years... the thought of you brings back alot of memories... the times when we indulges in smses and teleconversations... you talking to me with ur very 'ah pek tone n thinking...' ...how have you been recently? what have you been doing? is everything good? it seems like you're not doing too well this few days? i dunno.. i think so... would really want to know more about the recent you... probably you're just too busy.. and im just trying too hard... and yeap.. i still waiting for ur chance to catch up with me... but well... at least you were once dearly to me... and now you still do...
prissy... u're like so near yet so far.... but still i remember all the yeo's ice-lemon tea.. chicken noodle.. and ur fav 'international ah gua'colour, etc...
ysl.. you've changed too after the recent issue.. probably you're just another man that i knew of to keep everything to yourself...
these are just the few more distinctive pple i cant rmb for now... sometime i just hope that i can do more with what i'm doing now... 24hrs is too little.. chrissy is too lazy.... chrissy is too busy... chrissy has got too many things to look into... life life life... aaris jie ask me yesterday.. what exactly do we want in life for giving so much in our work, life, etc? i dun have the answer to it.. standard model answer would have be 'for a better life'... but this is so not true.. coz the more we persist.. the more worries you have...
went for a dharma teaching talk last night... 1 of the ques asked was what exacly is emptiness? is it present or is it not? i personally thinks that emptiness is a mental state cause by physical form... it can be there.. it may not too.. it depends... well.. will think of this ques again... den i'll come up with a better answer... oh ya.. i mentioned that i wanna be a holy shit rite? it's actually just one of my resolution lar.. i want to indulge myself more into my religion... to calm and settle down my mind... i need the teachings from there... till then den can chrissy fulfill another resolution of her... to be a better girl/person....
Random Quote:
"I shall bear in mind to be grateful for the acts of love and consideration shown to me no matter how small they appear to me.
For those I love and those who love me, may this life be a blessing and a source of happiness to all beings.
- Ven. K Sri Dhammananda"
okok.. shall stop here.. this entry is getting too long too boring....
*Thinking* Toast
Thursday, July 20, 2006
20th July 2006 - Quiet Office...
office is so quiet.. once again..
yesterday aaris wasnt around..
today dinah wasnt around.. so is valerie..
despite so many pple not around (Operation dept, Rebecca, Dinah, Big Big Boss)... our voices still seems to be filling the office.. loud n clear... ok.. i know im contradicting myself.. 1 moment say quiet.. 1 moment say loud.. i just mean half the office staffs is out..
boo boo boo.. later going to bras basah for some talk...
yeah yeah... i wanna indulge in religion.. i wanna be a holy shit!! hehehe......
till then cya... im just bored...
*Just Bored* Toast
office is so quiet.. once again..
yesterday aaris wasnt around..
today dinah wasnt around.. so is valerie..
despite so many pple not around (Operation dept, Rebecca, Dinah, Big Big Boss)... our voices still seems to be filling the office.. loud n clear... ok.. i know im contradicting myself.. 1 moment say quiet.. 1 moment say loud.. i just mean half the office staffs is out..
boo boo boo.. later going to bras basah for some talk...
yeah yeah... i wanna indulge in religion.. i wanna be a holy shit!! hehehe......
till then cya... im just bored...
*Just Bored* Toast
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Horoscopes: 19th July 2006
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
The Bottom Line
There's strong selflessness to you now -- learn how you can do more to help others.
In Detail
As soon as you wake up this morning, you'll be looking for ways to help others. In big ways and in small ways, you'll be able to inject your personality into the lives of those around you and add your special brand of sunshine to the world. Whether you just buy a friend a cup of coffee or chip in and help someone move, you'll get a huge charge out of the selflessness you exhibit. Today you'll truly understand the meaning behind the old notion that generosity is its own reward.
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
The Bottom Line
There's strong selflessness to you now -- learn how you can do more to help others.
In Detail
As soon as you wake up this morning, you'll be looking for ways to help others. In big ways and in small ways, you'll be able to inject your personality into the lives of those around you and add your special brand of sunshine to the world. Whether you just buy a friend a cup of coffee or chip in and help someone move, you'll get a huge charge out of the selflessness you exhibit. Today you'll truly understand the meaning behind the old notion that generosity is its own reward.
19th July 2006 - It touches my heart...
sometime back came across this old song from dinah's jie mp3.. and requested her to send me... nice melody... meaningful lyrics which touches my heart... deep into my heart...
梁静茹 - 对不起我爱你
没别的，只想说对不起。对不起，我真的爱你。
不管你会怎么想，你怎么说。也不会改变我的决定。
你知道，有时候感情事很难说。很难说，爱人或朋友？
从前到现在我真的感觉要，一想你，我的心就发烧。
想给你听我的心跳，想你知道我睡的不好。
喝水想着你，搭车想着你。瞌眼闭眼间，出现的全是你。
我猜不到你的表情，我等不到你的回应。
不想难为你，又不想放弃你。
决定告诉你，对不起对不起，我爱你。
没别的，只想说对不起。怎么样，我都会珍惜。
不管你会怎么讲，你怎么做，也不会影响我的心情。
你知道，有时候男孩更难捉摸。难捉摸，爱人或朋友？
现在到永远我真会感觉要，一想你，我的心就狂跳。
我的模样记不记得牢？情人卡有没有收到？
读书想着你，听歌想着你，大地和蓝天，出现的全是你。
我才不管你的表情，我才不理你回不回应。
不想难为你，又不想放弃你。
决定告诉你，对不起对不起，我爱你。
你听一听我的心跳，你看一看我睡的不好。
喝水想着你，搭车想着你。瞌眼闭眼间，出现的全是你。
我猜不到你的表情，我等不到你的回应。
不想难为你，又不想放弃你。
决定告诉你，对不起对不起，我爱你。
i believe this is a very typical kind of scenario that happens to quite a couple of pple that i knew of... all about believing and waiting... well.. what should i say.... but 回忆总是美好的... the sting in the heart of missing that somebody... meeting each other at the wrong time thus missing each other...
perhaps amy's is right.. girls has the tendency to always think things too beautifully... the beautiful ending to the prince and princess in the fairytale story we read when we were much younger... and how wonderful will life be with the one that we missed at a point of our life... well, but in the real life... how many fairytale story have we really came across? nothing much to what i've hear or seen of... probably fairytale story really do exist.. but well at least not to me.. not to pples around me....
sometime back came across this old song from dinah's jie mp3.. and requested her to send me... nice melody... meaningful lyrics which touches my heart... deep into my heart...
梁静茹 - 对不起我爱你
没别的，只想说对不起。对不起，我真的爱你。
不管你会怎么想，你怎么说。也不会改变我的决定。
你知道，有时候感情事很难说。很难说，爱人或朋友？
从前到现在我真的感觉要，一想你，我的心就发烧。
想给你听我的心跳，想你知道我睡的不好。
喝水想着你，搭车想着你。瞌眼闭眼间，出现的全是你。
我猜不到你的表情，我等不到你的回应。
不想难为你，又不想放弃你。
决定告诉你，对不起对不起，我爱你。
没别的，只想说对不起。怎么样，我都会珍惜。
不管你会怎么讲，你怎么做，也不会影响我的心情。
你知道，有时候男孩更难捉摸。难捉摸，爱人或朋友？
现在到永远我真会感觉要，一想你，我的心就狂跳。
我的模样记不记得牢？情人卡有没有收到？
读书想着你，听歌想着你，大地和蓝天，出现的全是你。
我才不管你的表情，我才不理你回不回应。
不想难为你，又不想放弃你。
决定告诉你，对不起对不起，我爱你。
你听一听我的心跳，你看一看我睡的不好。
喝水想着你，搭车想着你。瞌眼闭眼间，出现的全是你。
我猜不到你的表情，我等不到你的回应。
不想难为你，又不想放弃你。
决定告诉你，对不起对不起，我爱你。
i believe this is a very typical kind of scenario that happens to quite a couple of pple that i knew of... all about believing and waiting... well.. what should i say.... but 回忆总是美好的... the sting in the heart of missing that somebody... meeting each other at the wrong time thus missing each other...
perhaps amy's is right.. girls has the tendency to always think things too beautifully... the beautiful ending to the prince and princess in the fairytale story we read when we were much younger... and how wonderful will life be with the one that we missed at a point of our life... well, but in the real life... how many fairytale story have we really came across? nothing much to what i've hear or seen of... probably fairytale story really do exist.. but well at least not to me.. not to pples around me....
probably that's also the distinct different with MAN n WOMAN... the nature of woman take things to heart.. whereas man take thing too simply in their stride...
i've learn that 'whatever that cants break me makes me stronger...' ... and i still believe in this..
my belief, my aim....
*Emo* Toast
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
18th July 2006 - So sad so sad...
so sad so sad.. nana is so freaking sad... SAD SAD SAD....
they're out in the league.. THEY'RE OUT!! Brods is out.. soooooo sadddd.....
In Loving Memories to the 2 Lovely Brothers
Hong Hong & Yang Yang
p/s: you will be deeply missed by nana...
*Saddist* Toast
Monday, July 17, 2006
16th July 2006 - Sleepless night...
it's yet another sleepless night today.. been thinking about alot alot alot of things recently...
think i need a personal retreat soon.. go into hiding for 1 entire weekend where no one will be able to reach me.. sit down n really think thru what i want... what i need... what i should do about it.. and what i truly deserve...
one regret is enough to cause u pain for a long time.. it's so true...
*Sleepless* Toast
it's yet another sleepless night today.. been thinking about alot alot alot of things recently...
think i need a personal retreat soon.. go into hiding for 1 entire weekend where no one will be able to reach me.. sit down n really think thru what i want... what i need... what i should do about it.. and what i truly deserve...
one regret is enough to cause u pain for a long time.. it's so true...
*Sleepless* Toast
Friday, July 14, 2006
14th July 2006 - bOO bOO.. Hee Hee...
actually tot of alot to blog and update last night... but right now.. cant remember any.. or im just in a tooooo lazy mood to type a long long entry... but in summary.. quite a lot of thing have happened recently.. from the time i come back from cambodia.. boo boo... things are a little different from before...
and yeah boo boo has become my new 'kou tou chan' for now.. 1 friend had actually propose that to change my msn nick to 'boo boo queen' instead.. so not cool lor... boo him deep down left right~~ shit shit.. this entry is so short.. really cant remember what else to write already...
erm.... erm... ermm....
ok.. went for serene's( my niece) 21st birthday last fri.. and kat's (my cousin fav best friend cum my colleague cum my ribena cousin cum my good friend cum a big sister) 2*th birthday on sat... yeah yeah.. 2 consecutive birthday party... simply yet enjoying... hee hee.. i like party... woo hoo... many more party to come by... coming up next should be kev's 20th birthday on 3rd aug(provided he's out of camp), yunsi 21st birthday on 5th aug(still not sure if im going).. my dear sis, JS 21st birthday on 9th aug(yesh it's the nation birthday as well).. eve fu lyn 21st birthday on 15th aug... and lastly my darling 21st big birthday on 1st sep... woow woow.. tat's all i can think of now.. but it's quite alot already.. shit.. i should start to work very very very hard to earn money to buy birthday present for all these dearlies... boo boo... no life chrissy...
hee hee... and also not forgetting.. ms chrissy toh aka the beauty queen aka Pan-Tai (to sidetrack, my dear mr Pan new album 'Fan Chuan Di Qiu' is released... and he has his own company.. his own car.. his own house now.. wow.. nian qing you wei... he bought the luxury apartment in CASH ok!!) 20th birthday on 17th oct... oh ya and a stranger friend birthday is on 16th Oct.. 1 day b4 mine.. prob might celebrate together or wat.. see how it goes.. den it's mr hongie lim 20th birtday on 20th oct( i doubt we're celebrating together.. but i do rmb ur bday k)... mr ks 19th birthday on 21st oct(provided he's out of camp.. but well we'll find time).. den afew more.. which i cant rmb... and yeah.. my precious aaris cousin 2*th(woman age is secret esp once it's over 20) birthday on 28th oct.. den after skip skip skip... to nov... den it's ms alicia 2*nd birthday on 2nd nov!!! den den den it's finally mr YSL 21st birthday on 27th nov too!! no worries.. i'll keep my promise.. i'll organise a part and celebrate for u, mr scandal bf.. hahha
oh ya... im back from cambodia for a month odd already... and sad to say all the sovenirs is still in my luggage.. boo boo boo.. im so lazy to sit down n plan who to give wat.. how how how?? but anyway.. i wanna meet up with many pple.. coz im starting to miss alot of pple... hee he... i wanna eat indian rojak, prata, go happy daze... eat cha soba... i wanna sun.. i wanna tan... i wanna run.. i wanna exercise.. i wanna be a babe... i wanna do retail therapy... boo boo... so many things to do? how to go abt it?
24hrs is too little for me.. not so COOL!! think im a little cranky today... BOOOOOOOs.........
yeah yeah going back to yuying tml morning to recce the place for ncoc.. hope hope hope.. this year ncoc will be at yuying... *HOPES* ... sunday going fang sheng again.. hoo hoo.... fun fun.. hope i'll be able to stand by the side to capture some beautiful shot.. woohoo...
just did a little test about myself from a email darling forwards over... and the result are as follow...
34
Sponge Bob Square Pants
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to loose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey it's funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people then you will be stress-free.
so lovely.. so cool.. im so well love... hee hee.... cool cool...
*Cranky* Toast
actually tot of alot to blog and update last night... but right now.. cant remember any.. or im just in a tooooo lazy mood to type a long long entry... but in summary.. quite a lot of thing have happened recently.. from the time i come back from cambodia.. boo boo... things are a little different from before...
and yeah boo boo has become my new 'kou tou chan' for now.. 1 friend had actually propose that to change my msn nick to 'boo boo queen' instead.. so not cool lor... boo him deep down left right~~ shit shit.. this entry is so short.. really cant remember what else to write already...
erm.... erm... ermm....
ok.. went for serene's( my niece) 21st birthday last fri.. and kat's (my cousin fav best friend cum my colleague cum my ribena cousin cum my good friend cum a big sister) 2*th birthday on sat... yeah yeah.. 2 consecutive birthday party... simply yet enjoying... hee hee.. i like party... woo hoo... many more party to come by... coming up next should be kev's 20th birthday on 3rd aug(provided he's out of camp), yunsi 21st birthday on 5th aug(still not sure if im going).. my dear sis, JS 21st birthday on 9th aug(yesh it's the nation birthday as well).. eve fu lyn 21st birthday on 15th aug... and lastly my darling 21st big birthday on 1st sep... woow woow.. tat's all i can think of now.. but it's quite alot already.. shit.. i should start to work very very very hard to earn money to buy birthday present for all these dearlies... boo boo... no life chrissy...
hee hee... and also not forgetting.. ms chrissy toh aka the beauty queen aka Pan-Tai (to sidetrack, my dear mr Pan new album 'Fan Chuan Di Qiu' is released... and he has his own company.. his own car.. his own house now.. wow.. nian qing you wei... he bought the luxury apartment in CASH ok!!) 20th birthday on 17th oct... oh ya and a stranger friend birthday is on 16th Oct.. 1 day b4 mine.. prob might celebrate together or wat.. see how it goes.. den it's mr hongie lim 20th birtday on 20th oct( i doubt we're celebrating together.. but i do rmb ur bday k)... mr ks 19th birthday on 21st oct(provided he's out of camp.. but well we'll find time).. den afew more.. which i cant rmb... and yeah.. my precious aaris cousin 2*th(woman age is secret esp once it's over 20) birthday on 28th oct.. den after skip skip skip... to nov... den it's ms alicia 2*nd birthday on 2nd nov!!! den den den it's finally mr YSL 21st birthday on 27th nov too!! no worries.. i'll keep my promise.. i'll organise a part and celebrate for u, mr scandal bf.. hahha
oh ya... im back from cambodia for a month odd already... and sad to say all the sovenirs is still in my luggage.. boo boo boo.. im so lazy to sit down n plan who to give wat.. how how how?? but anyway.. i wanna meet up with many pple.. coz im starting to miss alot of pple... hee he... i wanna eat indian rojak, prata, go happy daze... eat cha soba... i wanna sun.. i wanna tan... i wanna run.. i wanna exercise.. i wanna be a babe... i wanna do retail therapy... boo boo... so many things to do? how to go abt it?
24hrs is too little for me.. not so COOL!! think im a little cranky today... BOOOOOOOs.........
yeah yeah going back to yuying tml morning to recce the place for ncoc.. hope hope hope.. this year ncoc will be at yuying... *HOPES* ... sunday going fang sheng again.. hoo hoo.... fun fun.. hope i'll be able to stand by the side to capture some beautiful shot.. woohoo...
just did a little test about myself from a email darling forwards over... and the result are as follow...
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Sponge Bob Square Pants
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to loose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey it's funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people then you will be stress-free.
so lovely.. so cool.. im so well love... hee hee.... cool cool...
*Cranky* Toast